Dongs

> July 2023 update
> It got me to come back to Chicago for a “chance”. So I drove across the country in June and halfway there he tells me that he is pursing guys to be his boyfriend. Something he failed to mention before I left and I should of turned around then. He did tell me he was bottoming for guys though in Chicago. Something he said he didn’t want to do when we were together and hated me for even asking.
> Arrived at his place and I cried the first night over everything and he told me to stay the night, which turned into two nights, then two months of trying to figure it out. In this time he kissed me once and didn’t want to hug me or hold me. For awhile, he locked the bedroom door on me so I would only sleep on the couch. I had my own rental near by and we would see each other quite a bit. I don’t believe he was seeing other guys during this time, but not confident on that.
> I kept trying to have any kind of physical connection with him and he kept turning me down for the entire period I was there. The “chance” he talked about starting to evaporate for me and wasn’t the truth. My dog got very sick and ended up fighting meningitis and he didn’t want to take her to the hospital if it was going to cost us thousands of dollars. She was lifeless, in pain, crying. It broke my heart and I told him she deserves better so I took her and he ended up coming with. At that point I already took her to 2 different hospitals and I was coming by his place to hopefully get him to come with me to the 3rd and final hospital where she finally got the meds and care she needed. Pinocchio went 2 weeks after this before having a serious relapse and I was sure she wasn’t going to make it through the night.
> A week before I finally asked are you ever going to touch me? He replied back “don’t let the door hit you on the way out”. This happened while I was over one morning with Pinocchio and he proceeded to lock his bedroom door from us and we never saw him again. Then the next week is when she relapsed and I wanted him to come with us to the hospital again and he said “she’s not my dog”. After telling me for so long that he loved her so much and even his last Instagram post is about her. While I was taking care of her again trying to keep her comfortable and hopefully survive the night I saw he was back on Snapchat. Just like clockwork, predictable.
> I’ve finally realized, after writing this out months again, and looking back that there just isn’t anything I can do. He never wanted to talk to anybody who would hopefully of had helped us in the long run. Just can’t feel bad anymore and can’t be sad. I have to let go. I’ll never understand how he can give himself to others so freely, but when he was my boyfriend he just didn’t want anything to do with me.
> I did ask if he wanted to talk to somebody as it was the only way I could try further and he sent me pictures back of my stuff he is putting in the garage.
> Pinocchio is recovering and we’ll be leaving when she is well enough to travel.

No.464132 : Anonymous [2023-07-25 09:09] [Report] [Permalink]

>>464095
Good God, now I am very inexperienced when it comes to relationships so maybe I'm being dumb here, but why would these people continue to try to make such a toxic relationship work? They both sound so co dependent to me.

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